Hi all! I’m so grateful to have found this forum. I’m a young survivor, only 18 and still in my senior year of high school. I’ve been struggling a lot recently, what I went through almost two years ago was so traumatic. But it seems as if I haven’t been hit with the true gut-wrenching emotions that comes with it, until just now. I’ve been sad and in pain for a long time don’t get me wrong. However, the actual reality is just settling in and I really feel like I have nobody to talk to. Those closest to me judge me, or say that it they don’t want to hear about it because it hurts them too much,