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Welcome! Hopefully you can feel all the hugs from the members here.

Welcome @Mimity hoping the support you receive here will help you regain your smile

Hello @Sabrina757 Hopefully you will be able to talk to the people here about what you are going through. Like most I don't think it was your fault and well done on being brave enough to report it, something I wish I had, had the courage to do. Wishing you all the best.

Thank you all for the greetings. I have only told my partner a short version and not even half of it and feel I cant talk to them more as they have severe depression and i dont want to be the reason that is worse, the same for my friend i just dont like that I feel like im dragging them down if i try to talk to them if i am having a bad day with this stuff. I cant talk to my family about it, we are not that kind of family but i am also afraid that it is inevitable it will come out and go about the way i expect and I dont know if i could take that.

Thank you, I think you were actually my first post here and I am glad you feel like this is a good place for you to chat

Thanks for both greetings, I felt I should do a me post and see how I felt. I dont feel as anxious to write as I did then and I am grateful that the community here has made it easy to feel that way. At the moment I am feeling like I don't deserve to be here so much and that I would just be wasting peoples time.

Hello, after sitting around and reading for a few days I am still on the fence as to if this is a good thing for me. But I don't have anyone else to talk too and even though I know there will be some judgement about my past Its either this or falling back on old coping mechanisms and as a +30 I feel like I need to be more adult. So hoping I can fit in here.

Welcome, vent away. Im sure there will be no judging and hopefully this forum helps you out

Welcome! There are plenty of dark books out there if you read much. I don't know any tv shows etc.

So first post on any forum and instead of my intro yours felt like it needed a more immediate reply. First right now everything will feel all kinds of messed up, even replying to this is making me feel anxious as crap, but I am sending you the snuggliest of hugs, and if I could be there to walk with you, I would. I hope that you can take a few deep breaths push the panic and anxiety or whatever aside and show just how strong of a person you are and walk the dog even if it's to the end of the yard and back. Take a step and whenever you need it we will be here to walk with you.