Well done you for trying to take back some control. The 'waiting' game is horrid isn't it. I try to tell myself I will find out soon, no matter what they are they aren't going to change between now and when I get told, if they were really bad then I would have heard straight away. I tell myself not to worry about things I dont know but the element of not knowing is what makes you worry isn't it. its a very hard situation to cope with. I hope that you are given the results soon so that you can have peace of mind of knowing and can then focus on what you need to do next.