WannaMoveOn

 I've been pulling two night shifts this week aside from my essay writing. I told my boss I'm taking a break for 3 weeks so I can finish up before the deadline in peace. 

I've decided to adopt a baby goat. It will be nice for me to have somebody to care of. I am also looking forward all the free goat cheese I'll have eventually. 

Went to the mass, sang in the choir, took the nap of the month and had Easter leftovers. 

I got a call back for a summer job today. They want me to come in for training. I'm going back into elderly care, just a different clinic. 

Ahhh, finally Friday! 

My teachers failed to inform me properly about the criteria for an assignment, so was up until 3.30 AM and did it all over. My teacher already went through it and said I passed. Luckily, it was only a maximum of 5 pages. 

I'm 24 tomorrow. I guess I am supposed to be an adult now. 

Still not well. I feel quite under the weather. Pray these pills didn't mess up my blood pressure. I've gone for a walk, that is the first exercise I've managed to do all week. I'll have a banana and hopefully feel stable enough to clean later. 

In bed, think it's my hormonal pills. I had an episode of dizziness last night. Have made an appointment for check up. At least i could finish an entire meal today. 

Finished essay prep early. I am free until Friday. My body knows it, hence I am super tired right now. I am cozy in bed watching sitcoms. 

I was in a bad mood today. I went back to bed to sleep 2 hours and ordered fast food. I have everything done for my deadline, maybe my body is dropping the anxiety bomb now. 

Had a rough week, with my period and all. I am back on hormones now. I have a fun weekend planned out, I'll visit my old poetry circle tomorrow (can't believe it still exists), then on birthday dinner w/ the guy I am seeing. We are not official, but he wanted to bring me as a plus one, so that's exciting. 

You know you're having a rough day when you're drinking an energy drink. I do not drink energy drinks or coffee unless it's an emergency. 

Aaah, Friday! I went on my jogging, then ordered pizza. I have role play with friends later tonight. Apparently, this time we're going on a mission in the jungle. 

My hormonal therapy seems to be efficient. I'll have my period scheduled the day after tomorrow. Hopefully this will bring my body into a better place. 

I am transferring into the next semester starting Monday. My teacher said that I have passed, just need to do the final editing. He also said I should be proud. Our teachers always wants us to do certain adjustments after the first submission before our papers gets archived at the university.

Sick. Not well. 

I passed my previous course. If my paper gets approved by my teachers and my peer grading, I'm transferring into the next semester. 

The job I applied for got passed on to somebody else, they sound very experienced, so it was well deserved for them. Just sad, that job was perfect for me. 

I got the highest grade on my assignment, which is the grade I got on the class too! Yay, I needed this. 

We have Father's Day in Sweden today. 

I do not really celebrate Father's or Mother's Day, but I'd like to express my gratitude to have a stepdad who is everything my birth father never was. 

Woke up with anxiety. I have had some breakfast, that helped. 

I passed my exam. 

I am too emotional to read my feed back right away, I will do that later. 

It's not that I am not pleased with my effort, I wrote a pretty dang good assignment. I am just quite emotional these days. My hormones are all over the place, I haven't had my period in months, so my PMS is kind of just showing up whenever it pleases. Today, I woke up with anxiety, for no reason, and me passing makes me even more soft. 

Today, my body didn't have it for me. I have been studying intensely and working out intensely this week. I am challenging myself to take the night off. I skipped studying this afternoon. I have already done all reading for the week, I planned to prepare for next week, but my brain didn't. 

I think I'll buy a soda and a donut later. 

The phoenix needs the fire, to rise from the ashes. 

First day over. It was a good one. I had some candy and a mini donut as a treat after. I am so tired, but I am excited about my semester. 

Watching fur baby for a few days!