Tank Girl

Hia, just been reading some posts and you are all so supportive and lovely I am in the healing process, trying to get my life back to normal. Had some therapy to talk about things which was good for a while as I couldn't tell my friends what was really going on. At least not at first? I thought I was getting better but I think its going to be a long road =/ I want a normal sex life with my boyfriend where I dont get panic attacks half way through, I dont want to feel paranoid that my attacker will walk into my work place or he will be following me or anything.. survivors, does it ever get bac

Hia, so sorry this happened to you! Something really similar happened to me as well I am prone to alcohol black outs and a work collegue took advantage of that... knowing full well I wasn't interested and that I had a boyfriend. But he fancied me and I was being friendly (naturally being friendly when drunk) and I blacled out... next thing I know I am awake in his bed with no idea how I got there.. little flash backs still haunt me, he told people we were 'having an affair' and that 'he loved me'.. but I have been to counselling about it and everytime I hear his name I whince, saw him in tow