2Siamese

Thirty seven years ago I was raped by what I consider a stranger as a teen walking home in the rain... someone I did not know personally nor had I ever spoken to or been in proximity. The place is small and it is a place where telephones aren't necessary for words or rumors to travel. Everybody "knows" everybody or seemingly so is familiar with the names or families. I'd assume this is quite typical in everywhere remote small places. I do not remember details. What I do remember clearly was where I was previously, what I was doing in the arcade was a very normal social activity and th

Notice: Deliberately vague in specific areas for the purpose of anonymnity where you may find yourself in similar situations I received a phone call later in the evening on Thursday asking if I'd participate in our normal Friday evening activities. Would I be willing... That I cannot handle at the moment, because I do not have a full grasp of the ancient language fluidly enough not to freeze in front of everybody. I'm easing into this which under normal circumstances is out of everyone's comfort zones. It's not at all that I'm a perfectionist - we have a tendency to critique the deliv

Hi there. I want to acknowledge your pain and everything else that goes right along with it.

I’m recovering from a lengthy quite unethical “corporate” therapist — post PTSD. It’s a form of ultimate betrayal, but I’m okay. She liked the consistent insurance. I learned afterwards that it is certainly fine to check the history of the caregiver. There are other ethical professionals that exist. I found someone much better awhile back who works with me on complexities. There is a bit of peace and reliability in the chaos. First I trust myself. My balance isn’t that off and I can move forward. The previous one held me back in the name of her own research. For now I wil