Hi,
I just recently found this site and decided I needed to talk to someone. It's easier to talk to faceless people over the internet than be able to read their reactions in real time. I suppose I just need a sounding board. I like to think I'm a rational type person and organizing my thoughts with the help of other people with similar experience helps me cope. I may have some control issues. But I know I need this. Just having read some of the messages and comments over the past few days fills me with a sense of peace and belonging.