redhead

I was just about to ask this question... I don't have firefox, but I have an HP PC, not a Mac, so I'm using IE. But my error message keeps telling me I'm not logged in (though right above it it says "logged in as redhead" and then a link to log out). hmmm..... ******************************************** Never mind! I found this. Sorry, I'm still finding my way around- apparently you have to have 25 posts before you can get into chat, if anyone else is new like me and didn't know that. sorry guys!

from my best friend: "Well, everyone does stupid stuff when they're drunk. You need to just get over it and be friends with him again. You're not going to be THAT girl who makes a big deal over nothing are you?"

I'm new. I guess I need to do an intro? I'm 22. A year and a half ago some stuff happened with the guy I was dating. It shocked me when he freaked out a week later and asked if I was going to press r**e charges. The thought honestly never occured to me until he said that. Since then, I can't sleep. I fight it. I'm scared to sleep. I don't sleep sober. I take sleeping pills or drink or smoke pot, but even then I fight falling asleep. I have nightmares. I wake up shaking and crying. I get scared if guys get too close to me, especially older guys. I never want to have sex. I cry a