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I wish I didn't exist.
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Well, as of yesterday, I have officially made it one year without SHing. This is the longest I've ever gone since I started... about 14-15 years ago. I thought I would feel differently once I made it past the one year mark of sobriety but... I kind of don't.
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Well done @Poppy_ That's a brilliant milestone! It's ok to have mixed feelings, but make sure you take a minute to really feel that pride and celebrate the new coping skills you've developed to get you here. 💛
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I shared some of my poetry in group therapy on Friday and I got a very positive response. Everyone seemed to be able to identify with what I wrote. It made me happy to share my art.
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Feels so good to be home from the hospital ♥️ Missed you all!
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I hope I don’t wake up tomorrow.
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Over Christmas, my mother told me that she thinks I have diabetes. Mind you, I'm overweight, but I don't think it's severe and I'm not obese. But I'm still the biggest person in my family. And my mom tells me all the time how much I need to lose weight. Makes me wonder if she would love me more if I were thinner.
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Weight and diabetes are not always related. She should not make such remarks like that. I have been getting rude comments from family members for my weight too over the years, starting when I was a child. I think neither you or me should be put through this. And at Christmas, the time of the year we should rejoice and have a good feast...
If your mother would love you more is you lost weight, SHE has a serious problem not you! This is not okay. Also, thinner does not always mean healthier. Sitting if ok?
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Can someone PM me to talk? I need some advice and I don't have anyone I can talk to.
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I ruin everything.
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Hope you’re ok @Poppy_
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I think I need help.
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So thankful today is therapy day for me!
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I told someone new about my trauma and I don't know if I can really trust them and I feel so anxious about telling them.
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I really need to see my T
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@MeBeMary - Thank you for the hugs and support. I truly appreciate it more than you know
@mini.finch - Thank you!
@Doll6 - I see her Thursday. Not too long, I just have so much to talk about with her and I want to see her soon. Thank you for sitting!
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Soooo anxious for T tonight. I love my T. Why do I get so anxious???
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Everything hurts and I want to die.
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@mini.finch thank you. Sitters are welcome.
@Field8 thank you, it just doesn’t feel that way. Feels like no one would miss me and I have no reason to keep going.
@Iheartcupcakes I just don’t want to be alone.
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It’s hard knowing that literally no one wants you around.
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Just wanted to share that I am over 90 DAYS clean from self-harm! This is a HUGE victory for me!
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Congratulations, @Poppy_, so proud of you!!! 💕
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I'm already so done with today. Hurting myself is starting to sound like a good idea.
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As of today, I am 60 days of no self-harm! What a year this has already been. I'm so thankful to my friends, supporters, and metal health providers for seeing me through this and holding my hand. It hasn't been easy, but I'm so proud of myself
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I did it! 30 days clean today!!
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Doodling because I'm sad.
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Two weeks clean today!
if ok?
