Hello all. I just found this website. I am grateful for it too. I am a childhood SA survivor, a survivor of R, and of DV. These last holidays were extremely hard for me. I often feel so alone and that I am the only one dealing with all this. It has affected my sleep,(nightmares) my health, my checkbook, my relationships, and my waking hours are often filled with overwhelming flashbacks and memories. I left home at 18 and never went back and did not remember until I found a wonderful therapist. So, my stuff is coming up now to heal. #me too also, many times in employment. I am sorry f