Enigma87
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Hope your doing okay? Safe hugs
If ok?
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Hey @Free2Fly Yes, thank you for the safe hugs
& thank you for checking in on me. I’m hanging in there. Been feeling a bit disconnected lately, but I’m okay. I hope you are okay 
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Feeling really down today 😞
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@Free2Fly@mini.finch@MeBeMary@feralcat
Thank you all for your support - for the hugs and for sitting with me. You have no idea how reading/seeing your responses makes me feel right now, after such a rough day. ❤️❤️❤️
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@Enigma87, your welcome friend, I hope stuff gets easier for you.
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Life is really hard lately. I just feel so alone. On the outside, I appear calm to everyone. On the inside, I am screaming. I keep numbing the pain so I don't feel so lonely or stuck. Sometimes ending it all seems like an easier option. I promised my T today that I would keep trying though. It just feels like too much sometimes.
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Hiya I just wanted you to know I haven’t forgotten you and that I’m thinking of you. Sorry I haven’t been the most supportive friend. Hope you’re doing ok, love. -L
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@behindthesehazeleyes Oh friend, please don’t worry! I’m not thinking badly about you at all. I’m so glad to hear from you! I’m hanging in there. I hope you are okay! Feel free to PM me if you want ❤️❤️❤️
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I just had a rough therapy session today. 😢 My traumaversary is coming up this Saturday. I'm feeling a lot of anger, sadness, and shame. I'm not sure how to handle it all.
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Sending you so much support and kindness, @Enigma87. I know how painful that shame is and I also feel 100% certain that it was not your fault. You did not deserve what happened and you do not deserve blame for it. Safe virtual hugs to you, friend. ❤️
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@abhaya Aw thank you for your kind and encouraging words, as well as the hugs!
❤️ You have no idea how much I needed to hear that today. Thank you my friend 💕
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Feeling lonely... It’s no one’s fault but my own though. I hope everyone is doing okay. I’m sorry i haven’t been around much. I’m sending out hugs and support to you all ❤️❤️❤️
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@abhaya @mini.finch Thank you both. I appreciate all of your support, friendship, kindness, and hugs. I really needed it. I’m here for you both also. ❤️❤️❤️
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Hey @sunflowers88! Welcome to AS! I am in my early 30s also. This community has been such an integral part in my healing. I'm sorry for all the abuse you have been through. I hope you find AS to be just as wonderful and supportive as I have. Sending you support and friendship! ❤️
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Having a really hard time right now. Can't stop crying. I feel so alone.
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@MeBeMary @Poppy_ @mini.finch @redadmirals
Thank you all so much for your support. I appreciate the hugs and you sitting with me. Your kindness means so much to me.
❤️💕
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Struggling right now... My sister’s friend was SA’ed on her way home tonight. I’m trying to help, but I’m triggered and feel helpless.
Not going to sleep well tonight.
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@Iheartcupcakes @Poppy_ Thank you both so much for your support. ❤️
She filed a police report last night. It was her Uber driver that attacked her. So I take it the police are tracing things back to him. Idk... In any case, I will encourage her to come on AS. 💕
@Free2Fly Yea, I know this isn't the first time she's been SA'ed like many of us. However, she is understandably shaken up. I am still emotional about it not just for me and my experience, but because I know how it feels to be SA'ed when under the influence by someone you just met. It's so heartbreaking. 💔
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Tension at home again. It never ends. I’m so tired of pretending everything is okay. Gotta move out. 😓
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@Capulet Aw thank you so much friend. I haven’t forgotten about you btw. I will be PMing you soon
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@redadmirals thank you friend 🥰 I appreciate you sending strength. I can certainly use it! It’s also nice to know you can relate. I will message you soon also. ❤️
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@aprilbaby49 Gosh, I am so moved by this... It’s inspiring to read. I admire the self-respect you have and the determination to put the blame where it belongs - solely on him. I support you wholeheartedly. Sending you much care and support. 💕
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Hey there girl, I’m back online and wanted to say hi. I hope you’re doing well.
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Hey girl! @behindthesehazeleyes I’m so glad to hear from you ❤️ I’ve been okay. Hanging in there as best as I can. I’ll definitely PM you.
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Anxious. In shock. Can’t sleep. Bad flashbacks
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@Abigail2020 Aw thank you so much 💕I really appreciate the hugs
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@waterlily13 Aw thank you ❤️ I’m trying... I appreciate the support friend.
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Oh wow @13rose... this is so powerful, and relatable. I am so sorry the night haunts you in this way. I feel similarly about the night and my traumas. The part you mentioned about being sucked into a time loop feels so true when I’m in bed at night. I’m not sure what to say really. I just want you to know I admire your strength as a survivor, in what you have been through, and being able to communicate and express your feelings in this way. Although sad, you wrote this so beautifully and powerfully. Thank your for sharing. I am sending you kindness and support, as well as sitting with you if y
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My first ever blog entry!
Enigma87 commented on LisaButterfly's blog entry in A Butterfly's Blog - Therapeutic Journaling in a Safe Space
@LisaButterfly I am in agreement with Sandy12 ❤️ I absolutely love the way you express your thoughts and feelings! This was very heartwarming to read. I look forward to reading more of your blog entries as you share them. I appreciate you being here also! Sending you support and safe hugs also.
Sending safe hugs too if OK
You're not alone.