Hi there,
I can definitely relate to feeling like the people in your support system don't understand what you're going through. Sorry about whatever brought you here . I haven't been here long, but I was nervous too. What I have shared has helped a bit. Take your time with sharing and responding to other posts. You're in a good place, but sharing and/or reading too much too soon can be triggering and retraumatizing in its own right. I'm here if you need a friend and want to talk