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I'm very sorry that this happened to you... I also have nightmares that are overwhelming and insomnia that is hard to shake. I understand what you're feeling and I want you to know that there are so many people cheering you on. Keep writing, it helps me a lot. We're here for you. - A fellow survivor
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An intro, not ready for the whole story yet
_kaki_ posted a blog entry in "You're not gonna sue me right?"
25…75…200…300…600mg blurring prescriptions blurring numbers blurring faces. Recovery, burial, mind churning epiphany. I miss her, a piece of me that has died. I look in the mirror naked and wonder how people don’t know. I imagine peeling skin falling like feathers to the carpet, unveiling the damage underneath. Everyone dies, but a piece of me has left before its time. I stare at my breasts, average in size. My thin waist and large hips, jutting out drastically like sail boats on a dock. I'm small, only five foot one, trusting, easy laugh, easy target. Twice. It has happened twice. Between my