I just joined and wanted to say hi. I'm a survivor but I don't feel like I survived anything since I barely remember what happened to me so many years ago. It all was "normal" in my world and I didn't know it wasn't "normal" until years later. And even after I told someone it was all swept under the rug and I was told not to talk about it and felt more ashamed than anything else. But recently I have reached out for help from a therapist and have reached out to the person who saved me to try and get some memories back and try to understand at least what happened. I was told many lies and stori