Where I stand this day 45 years later is the result of a sexual abuse by two individuals and maybe even worse the years following of taunting, making fun and harassment by the other kids. My mind did what it needed to survive but it also cost me a life. Just eating, breathing and working are not a life. The truth is what it is, like it or not. 5 days ago my mind set changed, many puzzle pieces fell together in many areas. Just because of a song. I never forgot what happened but my mind usually kept the pain away. Will fill in the puzzle in my story forum.