Um I'm not really sure how to start this. I'm a 20 year old female who suffered sexual abuse from about 4-9 years old. I just disclosed in 2014 and I'm currently in a trauma focused therapy with the hope that I'll be able to move to EMDR treatment. I am having new struggles with dissociation and I have complex PTSD. Right now I think I am going to lurk around for a little while, so I can get comfortable. I just wanted to say hello, and I'm really anxious about being a member of this forum but I know it's going to be helpful!