Crystal6

So, after my assault i kept it to myself...really until almost April, being that it happened in November and honestly the couple of people I told, while being supportive would usually end their statements with "you'll get over it soon" or sort of put down the whole situation while in the same breath telling me it wasn't my fault. To the point that even now I still feel like it could've been avoided or stopped in some way. That if i really didn't want it to happen it wouldn't have.

So this is my first post to this site and I don't really know how to go about this, but basically last year I had a sex friend. We met at work and he actually approached me first. The first two times, I turned down hanging out with him because I was either tired or busy. The third time he asked I agreed and we went out after work and ended up having sex with him that night. It wasn't great, but it wasn't bad, but over the four months time that we were "together" he just got worse and worse in the way he talked to me and then one night he picked me up and I could smell that he was drinking but