brokentofixed39

Same goes to you my friend aswell as anyone else who is going through this. I'm so glad I found this site I think it's been the only stress free breath I've had since remembering.

Happy to meet you all, only wish it were under different circumstances. I don't know where to go from here. I'm stuck.

Everything is so new to me as I have only started to remember what happened to me this week so as I'm sure you well know that this is very very tough. I don't feel like I'm worth anything and that I have let my wife down in some way, I know it is stupid to think that as I never even knew her when this happened but with me supressing it I made mistakes that were clearly not me.

I know how you feel, I've just come to the realization of what happened and feel like I'm fighting a losing battle.

Well. This is a place that I never thought I would be... I've just been hit with these memories from about 4 years ago, and am feeling sick, anxious, depressed and just can't seem to get it out of my head. I know it's not just going to go away and everyone is different but does anyone know if the feeling of drowning will ever stop?