LeanneGeorge

I am feeling so down so lonely I can not bare it. I spend most evening alone just crying for hours. I'm tired and exhausted from being so alone I'm drained.I feel so down and out and that things could never get better. There's no where I feel I can turn and nobody that understands. I feel like words can not explain how alone I feel. I live alone and my daughter goes to her fathers every other day. I need something to fill the void. I need some help please I can not be this miserable any longer it's to much to bare. I'm losing any hope of my life every being worth living. I feel like all I'v

Please bare with me as this is very difficult to write and although I'm writing it I'm not sure I'm going to post it. I just need to get things off my chest and outta my head and just stop them festering inside my brain and depriving me of sleep. I have so many feelings and emotions over my abuse that it's hard to put it down in words but I suppose it's worth a try. Right now anything is worth a go. I'm struggling, really struggling I have this overwhelming of guilt and shame that I carnt shake off and I'm riddled with self loathing beacuse of it. I carnt help but feel I've hurt people around

Thanks lolo525 I'm on a couple of waiting lists for therapy but I feel like I need the therapy now! I don't know where to turn as I've pushed all my support outlets away not on purpose but I must of done it subconscious so now I really feel alone! Thanks soo much for the msg xx

I've recently started dealing with my abuse before now I pretended it did't happen and all of a sudden I have a million new triggers! Before it would happen every now and then if a certain song came on or if I was watching something or cleaning but that was it. But now I have a huge list of new one. Police now make me trigger. Adverts on the telly. Looking into the mirror, certain foods. Certain smells. Some people are starting to trigger me even tho there not my abuser there someone who's actually supported me until now.going to bed at night. When it rains everything is triggering me and I f

I find navigating in this world very difficult due to my past experiences. I struggle to understand the right things to say ,how to react in certain situations and investing my time in the things I should.I find everyday occurrences to be very challenging and difficult. I would like to share my struggle with you if you have the time to see if a problem shared is a problem halved. Issue #2 How do you be ok when your not? How do you keep going when you have nothing left? Where do you get the energy or motivation to change your life around when life has been so difficult up to now? I have a few t

Thanks that actually sounds like a good idea thanks I'll give it a try xx

I find navigating in this world very difficult due to my past experiences. I struggle to understand the right things to say ,how to react in certain situations and investing my time in the things I should.I find everyday occurrences to be very challenging and difficult. I would like to share my struggle with you if you have the time to see if a problem shared is a problem halved. Issue #1 I have recently discovered I can not handle being criticised even when it comes from a loving source or is Infact a truth I'm aware of, I just can not handle it and I shut down. I go into panic mode and begin