Hi Asheley,
I struggle with that issue as well. Minimizing my abuse, being in denial, and being detached from my feelings got me a long way. I don't think I'll ever "get over it". My goal is to be able to live with it and not be controlled by it. To be able to take the shame, guilt, anger, fear, resentment, and whatever other feelings I have and release them. For me, I've learned the ick always waits inside for me. I can avoid it, I can be a workaholic, I can pretend I'm fine, but it's always there waiting to be worked through.
I look forward to reading your words, hearing what you ha