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"Why" is the exact same question I struggle with. I trusted him enough to let him put freaking handcuffs on me. Why would he violate that trust and think that everything would be just fine? He actually texted me that he loved me after he left my house. The best answer I've gotten to "why" is that he is a sociopath and a sick f*ck. I was in shock for several days after the assault. I still cannot remember anything that I said during the rape except "it hurts". I understand it's typical for rape victims to block out memories of the assault. I have so much anger at him for taking my trust

I've never blogged before but want to share my story. I'm a lawyer and a divorced mother of 3 children - a 23 year old daughter, 21 year old daughter and soon to be 13 year old son. Until August, I'd only been with 2 men in the past 26 years - my fiance and then the man who became my husband and father of my children. We were divorced in April 2013 (due to his adultery) although we are still close and still co-parent very well. In July, I met a guy online because my friends told me that's the way to meet men these days. He swept me off my feet after we met and I fell head over heels for hi