Jixero22

Thanks everyone, I so appreciate the words. I have lots of questions, but I guess that everyone does. Just trying to do my best to get through this. Thanks again for all the support.

Nice to meet you Jubiii. It sounds like what you went through was a horrifying experience. I wish I could help more...sadly I am a new fish out of water here myself. All I can say is that you are not alone in your pain, I hope you can find the will to stay strong and survive.

I have always dealt with depression and anxiety but 2 years ago I started to have flashbacks and haven't stopped. I am remembering details of my dad raping my starting at 7, until I moved out at 17. I've been looking at this site for a week now but not sure how to start. No one in my family knows and I have effectively cut myself off from everyone else. I can't have a job, sleep without nightmares or go outside without being coerced. I do have a wonderful husband, but he has no clue how to help and I don't know how he can either. Very alone feeling.