As the title says i think i might be back on the forums for a while, not sure how long. My last rape was dec 8th 2013, so almost 4 months ago now. For the first month or two after i vented a lot on this site, i wrote everything down which was tormenting my mind but then i crashed, i couldn't even bring myself to visit the site anymore. I am so sorry i left, i feel like i abandoned you all, I couldn't bring myself to read others posts as they triggered me to much and i was just hurting to much and had nothing more to say about my own pain, all i had was black depression and ptsd symptoms runnin