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Hi, I have come public about wha thas happened to me when I was little, i didnt mention who it was but, now people know! Unfortunately, my moms response was " that was the dimbest thing you ever did, I hope now you can be happy etc..." I now find myself angry but Im not sure at what, I have dreams of me being chased all the time now, I wake upi screaming and in cold sweats and all this sine I came out.... I now think that maybe it wasnt a good idea, it seamed to be a good one that day and I felt relieved but now, I m not sure anymore. Its as if I have created my past all over again, I think ab

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Hello Ancestreel, congratulations on making the step to speak... I want you to know that you are not alone. I too have been molested and I am still trying to figure out if I was raped even... I m still not sure about that one since its all very confusing in my mind because I was so small. I do thank God for this site, it made me realize amongst many other things, that I am not alone and I hope that it will do the same for you. So whenever you feel the need you are ready to share your story, we are here to listen and support you . God bless xxxx KungFu

Hi Hayatee, how are you today sweetheart? I hope you are doing better and better each day... just remember, when we hit the bottom, there is only one place to do and, that's UP Take care, Ana

Sweetheart, I don't know what happened to you and it really doesn't matter but, I'm sure that no one deserves to treat themselves like this. You are in this world for a reason as we all are ! Yes, while we are here we will suffer some more then others but, it doesn't change the fact that we are still alive therefor we have the right to have a full and happy life regardless of what others have tried to take away from us... you need to love yourself first and foremost, you are what is important not your therapist and what she might think of you. You are not a waste of time, this is what she stud

Its been a long time since someone molested me last, I was 16 years, the last time I woke up with him touching me. Just writing this down makes me nauseous. As far back as I can remember I was always molested by someone in my family, I really don't remember the first time it happened and who it was so, it makes me sick to think that I could have been 3,4,5,6 years old when they first started touching me and I don't know. I remember one of my brothers the first time he touch me, I was probably 7 years old or less, I really don't remember, its like my past comes to me in bits and pieces. Anyway,

Hello everyone, Its been 20 years since I was sexually abused and rapped by several people. The thing is, I thought that it was over, you know the anger and the guilt and the emotional roller coaster etc. To my surprise a few weeks ago I came to the realization that I was not over it at all, it still hunts me some what and I don't know why. I guess I feel kind of stupid to still feel this way even after so many years... When does it stop, will it ever stop? I just want a normal life without my past. Thank you Ana