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Hello MentallyConfused, I just wanted to say that you aren't alone. I wasn't raped by knifepoint, but was attacked by my husband. He raped me and then after sodomized me. I was in complete shock for a month. I'd sit on the couch and blank out and then start crying. I even wanted to kill myself with sleeping pills. I was suppose to start a volunteer assignment at a local school and I had to drop out. I couldn't really function. I was depressed and did nothing for three months. I'd just sleep as much as possible and when I was awake I didn't do much, but sit and think and think and think of how
Hello Everyone, I'm new to this website and I wanted to introduce myself. I was raped and sodomized by my husband in the early part of this year. He also choked me. I've separated from him and am very happy to be on my own. I'm slowly getting better, but a day doesn't go by where I don't forget what has happened to me. I'm waiting for the day when it won't come up in my mind at all. Sometimes I want to cry and can't. I know things are better than what they were and so I'm grateful that I have a chance to start over. I'm trying to stay positive and not focus on regrets and the negative things.