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Tomorrow it will be a year without my dad
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Wish final grades would post for school, I know I will end up with an A in Everyday Sociology but right now I could get a A- in English or an A. I am really hoping for the A because that means as long as I get an A in Bible Study I will make presidents list for the Spring Semester and receive another 8 thousand dollar in scholarships. #paranoid #crazyaboutmygrades #collegelifeat26
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Presidents list at school
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I am a man that will fight for your honor, I'll be the hero that you have been dreaming of.
GLORY OF LOVE
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* Everyday Sociology Class*
Classmate - war isn't peaceful and doesn't solve anything
Me - The opposite of war isn't peace its creation
* MY PROFESSOR WAS OK WITH ME QUOTING RENT IN MY DISCUSSION QUESTION *
DAY IS MADE
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& I never once let you down, forgive me if I slip away. All that I got is lost and found I promise you that I'll come back to you one day.
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EX FIANCE ASKED ME FOR MONEY THIS MORNING AND I JUST TOLD HIM OFF. YOU DONT GET TO DISRESPECT ME AND THAN ASK FOR FAVORS.
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Do you wanna build a snowman ?
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This is my fight song, take back my life song prove that I'm alright song!
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Let yourself feel your emotions I know that is hard but my t is teaching me that now that if I don't feel my emotions they will come out at the most inappropriate time. it's OK to feel how you feel just don't let it side track you. you are still an amazing person
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Teleah you are not broken you are beautiful you are smart you are strong you are not that person anymore you are so much more. I understand the pain I understand the hurt and I stand with you just like many other members here will and do. Teleah you are amazing. Take back your power be brave be beautiful seek truth seek beauty and always seek faith !
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Need someone to talk to who isn't gonna make me feel like I dont matter. After what just happened thinking about Deactivating my account.
#theforgotten
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Heading out to NYC this weekend as a mini getaway with some of my coworkers, honestly need this because I have been so depressed lately... Hope to return to AS in April to resume my chat mod duties....
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Made me smile to make him smile
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The struggle continues today with phases of hungry t not hungry and very sleepy to not sleepy.... nothing on TV no good music no friends to chat with.. Can things get any worse than they currently are ?? I just need a break from all of this stress a break from depression cause IRS driving me crazy.......... When does it get easier when does the pain stop when do the voices shut up... that's the worse part the voices that tell me I'm no God that I deserve to suffer. I can't make them shut up I just want them to shut up.... I want to be normal again.......
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Last month was tough I felt like I was falling apart every day was something new. Depression really got to me I felt like I was struggling to even get out of the bed most days.. a lot of days I didn't, my life seems to be coming apart and I have no way to stop it. Some times I come on here and even that doesn't help sometimes it makes it worse I feel ignored here and when I don't I feel like I'm playing the victim which I try not to. Some days I just really need someone to talk to and for someone to listen to what's going on in my head. 34 days and still continuing of this current struggle. I
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Hi I'm seekingfaith I'm starting this blog so I can write everyday as a form of coping. I guess I should start with why I'm actually here. I'm a survivor like most people here and I wanted to start sharing more of my story with everyone my day to day life with depression and the struggles.... Right now depression is the worse I think I hate the good days more then the bad. Because the good days I don't understand why I'm so happy. I'm hoping to be able to learn how to cope with writing everyday and being more open with how I feel .... thank you to all in advance who read my blog :-) Seek answ
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