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coffeeaddict

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  1. I have no idea what I am doing. . . But I keep moving forward. I hope to someday make my past something I understand and that will make me strong. 
     

    for now, I just move on and forward with my pup. I miss you Wishes. So damn much. Long live the queen and Regina 😂😂😂
     

    Please anyone even if you don’t know me if you aren’t ok call me text me message me. I’m here ❤️❤️❤️

    1. patriciag

      patriciag

      You are already strong, stronger than you think.

      Beautiful picture of your dog

       

  2. Why is it that we all expect ourselves to be better and stronger when things get worse?!?

  3. I still miss you ❤️wish we could have spent that last Disney day together 🥰

    1. coffeeaddict

      coffeeaddict

      I couldn’t delete all of this bc I felt it would delete all you tried to do and I guess ultimately you found your freedom. I miss you so much 💖💖💖

    2. MeBeMary
  4. Can it really be almost 10 years?  I think I have to delete messages to move on and it took me years to come back to let you know I have to. I won’t ever forget and I have them all but they won’t exist on AS and I know how much you needed to be seen. I’m sorry. I miss you so much 👸

    1. Field8

      Field8

      I have thought of you often Coffeeaddict. I miss Wishes too. Take safe care of yourself.

    2. MeBeMary
  5. I’ve been doing the same. I came here to feel comfort and realized I’m seeing sadness. I think we need to make a change. I do, anyway.
  6. Popping in to say hi and let you know you are important and we appreciate you :)

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    2. coffeeaddict

      coffeeaddict

      Ok if I follow you? 

    3. BrightSide

      BrightSide

      That is exactly what it feels like! Oh it would be nice to cry and have a long tight, safe cuddle before they go. Thank you for your honesty and support in this 💛 you can always PM me too.

      And yes you can follow, I used to think it was creepy but I understand now how following allows you to support friends. :friends2:

       

    4. coffeeaddict

      coffeeaddict

      It would be so nice! I love the idea so much :)  I saw my friends and was sooo jealous, lol!

      As of now, I’m glad I can check in and be here if you are needing to vent :)

  7. I love making jewelry some chainmaille, but mostly pendants. sewing (mostly machine now, but I hand sew, still, as well) and knitting, too. i think these hobbies are calming for the overwhelmed mind. welcome to AS!
  8. May I sit here for a little while?

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    2. coffeeaddict

      coffeeaddict

      I am ok.  I have very few people in RL, so I guess I look for safe spots online to hide and try to heal.  Thank you for letting me sit here for a while!  Hope you’re safe and well!

    3. BrightSide

      BrightSide

      Me too, AS is definitely the best place to hang, feel safe and heal. Im not very social in RL either I get too much anxiety. You are welcome to hang here, Im glad of the company. I am OK too thanks for asking 🧡 B

    4. coffeeaddict

      coffeeaddict

      Yay! Thank you!

  9. I tend to come and go... I’ve learned that this will always be my journey. Sometimes I need to embrace my past, and sometimes I need to live my present.  If we are friends, just send me a PM so we can discuss communicating off-site.

  10. I miss you 😘 

  11. 👋 👋

    1. orangegiraffe

      orangegiraffe

      🙋‍♀️ Hi coffeeaddict! I remember you!! 😁

    2. coffeeaddict
  12. I’m not sure if you still come to this site. I didn’t for so long that I barely know anyone. 
     

    I don’t really know you at all, but I love Claire. If you ever need a friend I’m here for you. 

    1. winterwishes

      winterwishes

      Hey @coffeeaddict nice to see you. Feel free to message me 

      xx

  13. I finally watched the last couple of seasons. I'm literally hoping my hubby doesn't hear my sobs as I type this. I miss you. So much!  I wish I could've fixed it. I knew I couldn't, but you were there for me and honest. I wanted to bring you hope. I'm sorry I failed and I love you always 💗 

    1. fallenstar

      fallenstar

      :throb::candle:you did not fail her. it looks to me like you were a great friend to her. sending you some support, @coffeeaddict

    2. coffeeaddict

      coffeeaddict

      I tried, but I couldn’t show her how beautiful she was! Her Love was so pure and true. So innocent despite her pain. She would do anything for her friends but never seemed to truly believe that we absolutely loved her back! Thank you so much for the support !  I just miss her and her number is gone bc I broke my old phone. So I now tell her I love her here, as if AS has afterlife communication 😂 I’m silly.

  14. I wanted to watch the last two seasons of Once, but it feels so strange to not talk to you after each episode! I miss you so much!  

  15. I don't know if you can see this or not... But I miss you all the time.  Finally started watching season 5 and think of you every episode.  I hope you're doing well! <3

  16. Hi and welcome to AS! If you're looking for support, you've definitely come to the right place . Glad you've found this site, and sorry for the reasons that brought you heref
  17. ^^^^I agree^^^^^ It would be so great to have a place where we can open up about grief of any type - loss of friends, family, etc or just our grief about what we've lost due to our abuse. somewhere that is safe for us to vent and not worry about triggering the others here. Somewhere we know is just for that. It's so helpful to know that specific forum is for a specific purpose. It makes me feel ok with posting things I'd otherwise refrain from typing for worry that I'd upset someone.
  18. Hi and welcome to AS It's a tough journey, but you've found a good place to start on that path!
  19. Hi and welcome to AS
  20. Glad you're back and that you and hubby are working on things rather than hurting each other. I know how hard it is... But it's a good thing to know that you've done everything you can to make a marriage work. When it works out, it makes you appreciate it more and love and trust your relationship even more than you did before because you know you can withstand the hard times as well as the good. Take gentle care ~coffee~
  21. Hi Kasha, You've come to one of the most understanding and supportive groups of people in the world. Of course you are more than welcome, and you'll be surprised how incredibly supportive and understanding everyone here is I'm not dyslexic at all, but I still can't type when I'm stressed and nervous. Yet, somehow people figure out what I'm trying to say or even if they can't, they sit with me and send hugs just to make me feel better. You will have the same. Welcome to AS ~coffee~
  22. I know some of what you're going through, and I'm so sorry that this is happening to you. My therapist keeps telling me to try to live in the present and ground myself... she doesn't seem to realize that it's my dreams that won't let me move on. Another person here on AS suggested something called lucid dreaming,and I've bought a book to read about how to do this. I'm not sure if it will work, but I'm willing to try just about anything. I've been awake since Saturday morning, and yet I'm sitting here drinking as much coffee as my stomach can handle because I'm afraid to go to bed. I hope t
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