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Me too, I thought it was just my work computer.

Hi Jamie; hope you are able to find some peace within yourself while you are here. One of the things my T has me do is journal, but I find that I get alot of it out on here and I am not so anxious because I am not carrying around a notebook that I could lose track of and somebody else could read. This place has felt like family to me for the short time that I have been here. I hope it helps you too.

Thanks Jenn, sometimes being an officer isn't always easy.

Welcome. I am new here too; joined a couple of days ago and already feel less alone. I have found the people on here to be very kind and supportive. Leigh

Thanks everyone. Having a rough day, my emotions are everywhere and am very confused at this point.

Obviously I am new here and just wanted to say hi to everyone. I have a wonderful "T" but have found reading this site very helpful too. I was nine when my first SA happened and my last was at 19; I am 41 now. I never told a soul, my T says that I had this buried so deep I never even thought about it until it all came crashing down. This past March I was triggered after listening to my son's girlfriend who needed someone to talk to. I started drinking heavily and shut out family and friends. Although this young lady was only 17 at the time, she encouraged me to get help along with two oth