Hello, everyone!
I am 32 years old, diagnosed with PTSD and have been sexually abused by my father first by watching rape movies when I was 4 that mixed up my view of myself and men (and boys in high school). At age 14 I had my first real boyfriend who forced me to have sex in our three month relationship. When the relationship ended, two months later he kept calling me to get back together with him. I figured the only way to get him to understand "No" was to see him face-to-face. He drugged me and raped me.
I am in therapy for both the sexual abuse and rape but need to talk to and shar