Thank you everyone! I've only been on here a few days and it's already been more amazing then I could ever express. I'm crying right now just thinking about it and that in itself is a miracle. Reading these posts have allowed me to cry for the first time. Not for myself but for others. I'm also so thankful for all the virtual hugs. Everyone in my life is terrified of hugging me. They are worried it's going to trigger something or I will take it wrong. I've been living in touch deprivation for so long and I've become so isolated. The virtual hugs seem pretty silly and insignificant but for me t