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it’s recently been the 12 year mark since I joined here and I’ve never felt so alone. this is not what it used to be… i used to feel like i belonged somewhere for once in my life . now i just feel like some kind of freak around here. maybe you have to be some sort of specific “survivor/ victim” person. i guess I’m not that. this will prob be deleted anyways so who cares
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ok then. idk why i even come here anymore 💔
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i am burnt out on living life. people get annoyed with me when i am like this-makes me feel worse. then the intrusive thoughts and urges come back. i’d like to think things get better but idk.
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@Pea thank you. I’m here for you if you need someone to talk to 🌻🖤
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i am burnt out on living life. people get annoyed with me when i am like this-makes me feel worse. then the intrusive thoughts and urges come back. i’d like to think things get better but idk.
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@Pea I am really sorry to hear that you are in pain. it’s such an isolating, excruciating place to feel stuck 💔 sending support to you- you are definitely not alone
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i am burnt out on living life. people get annoyed with me when i am like this-makes me feel worse. then the intrusive thoughts and urges come back. i’d like to think things get better but idk.
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i am burnt out on living life. people get annoyed with me when i am like this-makes me feel worse. then the intrusive thoughts and urges come back. i’d like to think things get better but idk.
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@Free2Fly yes I definitely need to find something to distract myself with lately. I just feel so burnt out I would rather lay around and stare into space most of the time 🤷🏻♀️
I hope tomorrow is better for everyone also 🌻🖤
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i am burnt out on living life. people get annoyed with me when i am like this-makes me feel worse. then the intrusive thoughts and urges come back. i’d like to think things get better but idk.
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@Free2Fly I really appreciate the support. I’m really sorry you struggle with the intrusive thoughts also. Feels like when I get in these ruts every possible negative thought/ feeling/ comment said to me or about me plays over and over in my head and I can’t find any peace from it. I really hope tomorrow is better 😢
sam🌻🖤
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i am burnt out on living life. people get annoyed with me when i am like this-makes me feel worse. then the intrusive thoughts and urges come back. i’d like to think things get better but idk.
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@Free2Fly thank you very much. It means a lot to me 🌻🖤
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i am burnt out on living life. people get annoyed with me when i am like this-makes me feel worse. then the intrusive thoughts and urges come back. i’d like to think things get better but idk.
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@mini.finch thank you for being kind & for the support 🌻
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i am burnt out on living life. people get annoyed with me when i am like this-makes me feel worse. then the intrusive thoughts and urges come back. i’d like to think things get better but idk.
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@Harlow thank you for your response. I am currently in therapy (have been for a year and a half) but I guess it hasn’t helped me feel less worthless or burnt out on life 🤷🏻♀️
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maybe im just awful
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maybe im just awful
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maybe im just awful
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should i bite my tongue until blood soaks my shirt?
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Feel like my body is not my own 🤢
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I know what you mean 😢 Sitting with you @Doll6 🌻🖤
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idk how to ask for help here. I feel like it’s arrogant of me to think anyone would even care 🤷🏻♀️ 😔
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idk how to ask for help here. I feel like it’s arrogant of me to think anyone would even care 🤷🏻♀️ 😔
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Thank you 😢 I appreciate your kindness @mini.finch & @Iheartcupcakes 🌻🖤
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Hi everyone, I had couselling last year and she explained that what I experienced at 19 years old was grooming, sexual assualt and sexual abuse. I was just wondering if anyone has experienced anything similar as an adult?
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Hi everyone, I had couselling last year and she explained that what I experienced at 19 years old was grooming, sexual assualt and sexual abuse. I was just wondering if anyone has experienced anything similar as an adult?
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"Oh, so she was just exploring" -what my therapist said when I mentioned by sexual abuse by a girl around my age/maybe older (I don't remember her exact age) when I was younger. I think she thinks because there wasn't penetration, it wasn't abuse and just exploring but that is so annoying to hear.
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That’s awful to hear
I’m so sorry your experience was kind of invalidated… for what it’s worth- I’ve heard the exact opposite from a therapist. Children won’t explore in such ways unless they’ve been shown those things. If you feel comfortable, maybe you can message her or even tell her that you’re mad about her saying that. There is nothing wrong with being honest with your therapist about those things 😢
Sending you support- I hope you find some peace with this 🌻🖤
ps- love your screen name. If I had a daughter that was to be her name 💕
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you are a fraud 😢 taking others words and making them your own. how could you be so cold and awful?
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@Free2Flythank you. I’m feeling idk, grossed out by people and their intentions.
@tuliptornnope not talking about myself this time 😆 but thank you for your kindness my friend
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