
marcyabadeer
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it’s recently been the 12 year mark since I joined here and I’ve never felt so alone. this is not what it used to be… i used to feel like i belonged somewhere for once in my life . now i just feel like some kind of freak around here. maybe you have to be some sort of specific “survivor/ victim” person. i guess I’m not that. this will prob be deleted anyways so who cares
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ok then. idk why i even come here anymore 💔
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i am burnt out on living life. people get annoyed with me when i am like this-makes me feel worse. then the intrusive thoughts and urges come back. i’d like to think things get better but idk.
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@Pea I am really sorry to hear that you are in pain. it’s such an isolating, excruciating place to feel stuck 💔 sending support to you- you are definitely not alone
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@Pea thank you. I’m here for you if you need someone to talk to 🌻🖤
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trapped in this existence
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maybe im just awful
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should i bite my tongue until blood soaks my shirt?
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@marcyabadeer, anytime, I'm sorry it's been so lonely, been the same in my world to be honest although alot of things going out of control too.
But yeah happy to listen if you need someone to talk to.
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idk how to ask for help here. I feel like it’s arrogant of me to think anyone would even care 🤷🏻♀️ 😔
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you are a fraud 😢 taking others words and making them your own. how could you be so cold and awful?
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@Free2Flythank you. I’m feeling idk, grossed out by people and their intentions.
@tuliptornnope not talking about myself this time 😆 but thank you for your kindness my friend
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So lovely to see you back, sending much love 🧡 B