Hey all. I'm new to this site and not really sure what I'm trying to get out of this website, but I hope it something that will make my heart stop hurting so much. I'm 26 and never told anyone about my abuse twenty years ago until last thursday. I'm crying even right now (but it feels GREAT to finally be able to cry about it). My issues have not been a source of utter dysfunction for me untill recently (i am in nursing school & rape/sexual abuse has been our focus this semester) and I finally told my doctor b/c I was starting to crack up. I'm sorry if i am going on too much but i don't