Thank you Sara,
Yes I am trying to vent & find a way to finally heal for once in my life for good. I need to get on with my life & I have tried many times & obviously failed. I try to do it on my own.........which is probably my mistake. I love the quotes members post. I found this poem I have on my dresser that is sooo Me.....But I am still healing after many yrs.....And it would be nice after so many yrs of hurt & pain & bitterness to know I can tackle this & live the rest of my life in peace & laugh & be happy.....does that make since? I really have not tal