Midnight_Dreamer

Welcome to after silence..I hope you can find some help here I have...... welcome.

I joined AS in October and I found that the people here really understand because they have been through abuse maybe not exactly the same thing but they do know what it is like to be on rock bottem because of some man. and I learned that here speaking freely is perfectly ok and the people really try to help I have really benifited from joining and I jope you will to

Christmas isnt a very good time for me either. The first time I was rap*ed was right after christmas three days after christmas every yr I still get very deppressed around Christmas. I am always walkng around on egg shells trying not to let anyone see that I am upset since no one knows. I dont know if it is the same with you. but I just thought I would let you know I understand where you are coming from

I am new too but I think I am going to be comfortable here hopefully you will be too

1)The infamous, what's your favorite color?Purple 2) What's your favorite animal?Cats 3) If you could meet one person, dead or alive, who would you want to meet?Harriet Tubman 4) If you could turn into any animal for a day, what animal would you turn into and what would you do? I would want to be a cat so I could sleep all day and not feel bad for it 5) If you could have any job what would it be?Neonadle Nurse 6) If you could be any age for the rest of your llife, what age would you want to be?18 (I like my age) 7) What's your favorite smiley?The hug smiley 8) Are you an early bird or

This is my first time here I feel that I am finally ready to talk about what happened. December the 28 will be four yrs since the first time I was raped. I love December in a way and in a way I hate it and wish it would never come around. He ruined what used to be the happiest time of yr for me. I still hold very much hate in my heart for him and dont know how to get rid of it. I want to post one of my poems but first a Pearl Jam lyric. "on the edge of a Christmas clean love young virgin held from heaven visiting. Yea but to the man above her she just aint nothin she doesnt like the view, sh

Hey Heather I am new too I think it takes a lot of courage to get your story out there who knows it may just help somone