I have struggled with the demons inside for 20 years now. When I was a young girl, I was raped and abused daily for 2 1/2 years by a family member. When it was discovered, nothing was done. Until I was 28 and sought therapy on my own. Now at 32 I still struggle daily with the shame, disgust and fear. I have two beautiful daughters and am so afraid that I will fail them if I don't overcome this. I have never talked to others who share my experiences so this is new for me. I want to feel whole again, but I don't remember how that feels. I want to feel REAL again, instead of feeling like