Hi, I'm new here. I am 31 and have just started seeling a counciler for the first time, I am not looking forward to it very frightend and not sleeping well but when I do I have vivid dreams that are so frightening I am frightend to sleep. I don't trust people and I really dislike men, I know not all men are bad, but why take the risk? I have never told anyone my story. People know I have been raped as a child but no one knows the true extent of how bad it was and just what happend to me. I don't know if I can tell anyone. I am worried people will not treat me the same. I thought I would join h