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tuliptorn

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  1. marcyabadeer started following tuliptorn
  2. tuliptorn

    I'm frustrated. When the ppl who are suppose to "get" you don't, is really makes one feel 💩💩💩💩💩y.

    And now I'm so mad it's hard to cool off. I mean I was already volcanic to begin with. 

    Life really sucks

    1. MeBeMary

      MeBeMary

      I understand the frustration, but don't let their inaccuracies bring you down. 

      Sitting with you and sending hugs. :hug: 

  3. tuliptorn

    The better the morning seems the harder the night.

     

    1. MeBeMary

      MeBeMary

      Sorry it's a struggle. Both should be good for you!

      Sending hugs and support, if ok. :hug:  

    2. tuliptorn

      tuliptorn

      @MeBeMary thank you for the hugs and support. I really needed someone to know I was struggling. 

    3. MeBeMary

      MeBeMary

      ffff.gif

  4. tuliptorn

    I am screaming and writhing inside. I just wanted someone to know that knows what that feels like.

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    2. WendyAlone

      WendyAlone

      I hear you. I’m listening. :hug:

    3. BrightSide

      BrightSide

      :comfort: sitting with you if Okay? 💗 B

    4. Field8

      Field8

      I understand. Sitting with you.

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  6. tuliptorn

    My fur child died 3 weeks ago during a grooming under anesthesia. I am shattered. I am angry. My heart is gone. That is how I'm doing lately.

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    2. Finchy

      Finchy

      Oh dear, I'm so sorry. That is an awful tragedy. :( I'm sorry your furbaby crossed the Rainbow Bridge too soon. You have every right to be upset and angry...so sad. Sending you strength and love, comfort and healing. ❤️ 

    3. snmls

      snmls

      I'm so sorry for your loss. It is so hard to lose a pet. They really are family. Sending you support. 

    4. Enigma87

      Enigma87

      I’m so sorry to hear that Tulip. That’s heartbreaking. I’m sending you much support and big safe hugs if wanted. ❤️

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  8. tuliptorn
    Glad you chose AS.
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  10. tuliptorn

    I can't stop weeping. I thought a life without this dark, emotional pain was attainable for me, it does not feel that way right now.

    1. BrightSide

      BrightSide

       @tuliptorn im sorry your struggling, ill sit with you right where your at, so your not alone if you like? B 

    2. Houston

      Houston

      @tuliptorn 

      :( my heart hurts for you...

      sending my support your way.

      -Kim

       

    3. tuliptorn

      tuliptorn

      @BrightSide @Houstonthank you both your the support. It all helps. I am doing better today. Nighttime is when this feeling hits me most. 

  11. tuliptorn

    That was a hard session.

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    2. Enigma87

      Enigma87

      @tuliptorn I’m sorry you had a hard session. :( 💔 I totally understand... I left session today really emotional and had to take off time from working. I hope the day gets easier for you friend ❤️ :hug:Sitting with you and sending hugs

    3. tuliptorn

      tuliptorn

      I am trying my best to ignore my need to freak out. I'm so ashamed. So ashamed.

    4. Enigma87

      Enigma87

      Aw, I'm sorry... Please don't feel ashamed. Still sitting with you if okay? ❤️ :hug:

  12. tuliptorn

    So disappointed in myself. Disappointed and ugly.

    1. Free2Fly

      Free2Fly

      Safe hugs :hug:If ok?

      Is sure your not ugly at all, tulips are actually quite nice :)

      Sitting with you if ok?

    2. Enigma87

      Enigma87

      Aw friend :( I’m so sorry you are feeling this way about yourself. You are not ugly. I hope you can see the true beauty in yourself. Sitting with you ❤️ 

    3. marcyabadeer

      marcyabadeer

      :( sitting with you 

  13. tuliptorn

    My faith and hopes are gone. At this point I dont care if they even come back.

    1. fallenstar

      fallenstar

      sending you hugs. i know what that's like. hope it's a wave that has come and will pass quickly

  14. tuliptorn

    What you cant see

    tuliptorn commented on aperson's blog entry in Behind the Wall

    💜
  15. tuliptorn

    I am hiding behind video games to avoid being with myself. To avoid feeling my feelings, my body. My despair.

    Just because you can hear me, doesn't mean I'm not screaming.

    1. Enigma87

      Enigma87

      :( ❤️ Sending safe hugs if ok :hug:

  16. tuliptorn

    Pain.

    1. Enigma87

      Enigma87

      I’m sorry you’re in pain :( sitting with you if ok? ❤️

    2. MeBeMary

      MeBeMary

      Sitting with you, Tulip. You are not alone. :hug: 

    3. BrightSide

      BrightSide

      Sitting with you if you like? Im sorry things are so painful...

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  20. tuliptorn

    Nights sucks.

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    2. Free2Fly

      Free2Fly

      Safe hugs :hug:If ok?

      I hear you nights do suck,  I've been awake most nights recently.

      Sitting with you if ok?

    3. Enigma87

      Enigma87

      I feel you on that. So much is going on in the world right now it can be so overwhelming :( I’m sorry you are feeling lonely and scared.

      I’m still here, sitting with you. Thank you for sitting with me too ❤️

      Sending safe hugs and peaceful vibes :hug:

    4. BrightSide

      BrightSide

      Sitting with you, I hope you get some rest. Sending calm and positive vibes. B

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  23. tuliptorn

    Sleep hates me.

    1. Free2Fly

      Free2Fly

      Maybe try some sleep meditation see if that will help?

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