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  1. My fur child died 3 weeks ago during a grooming under anesthesia. I am shattered. I am angry. My heart is gone. That is how I'm doing lately.

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    2. mini.finch


      Oh dear, I'm so sorry. That is an awful tragedy. :( I'm sorry your furbaby crossed the Rainbow Bridge too soon. You have every right to be upset and angry...so sad. Sending you strength and love, comfort and healing. ❤️ 

    3. snmls


      I'm so sorry for your loss. It is so hard to lose a pet. They really are family. Sending you support. 

    4. Enigma87


      I’m so sorry to hear that Tulip. That’s heartbreaking. I’m sending you much support and big safe hugs if wanted. ❤️

  2. I can't stop weeping. I thought a life without this dark, emotional pain was attainable for me, it does not feel that way right now.

    1. BrightSide


       @tuliptorn im sorry your struggling, ill sit with you right where your at, so your not alone if you like? B 

    2. Houston



      :( my heart hurts for you...

      sending my support your way.



    3. tuliptorn


      @BrightSide @Houstonthank you both your the support. It all helps. I am doing better today. Nighttime is when this feeling hits me most. 

  3. That was a hard session.

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    2. Enigma87


      @tuliptorn I’m sorry you had a hard session. :( 💔 I totally understand... I left session today really emotional and had to take off time from working. I hope the day gets easier for you friend ❤️ :hug:Sitting with you and sending hugs

    3. tuliptorn


      I am trying my best to ignore my need to freak out. I'm so ashamed. So ashamed.

    4. Enigma87


      Aw, I'm sorry... Please don't feel ashamed. Still sitting with you if okay? ❤️ :hug:

  4. So disappointed in myself. Disappointed and ugly.

    1. Free2Fly


      Safe hugs :hug:If ok?

      Is sure your not ugly at all, tulips are actually quite nice :)

      Sitting with you if ok?

    2. Enigma87


      Aw friend :( I’m so sorry you are feeling this way about yourself. You are not ugly. I hope you can see the true beauty in yourself. Sitting with you ❤️ 

    3. samantha2009


      :( sitting with you 

  5. My faith and hopes are gone. At this point I dont care if they even come back.

    1. fallenstar


      sending you hugs. i know what that's like. hope it's a wave that has come and will pass quickly

  6. I am hiding behind video games to avoid being with myself. To avoid feeling my feelings, my body. My despair.

    Just because you can hear me, doesn't mean I'm not screaming.

    1. Enigma87


      :( ❤️ Sending safe hugs if ok :hug:

  7. Pain.

    1. Enigma87


      I’m sorry you’re in pain :( sitting with you if ok? ❤️

    2. MeBeMary


      Sitting with you, Tulip. You are not alone. :hug: 

    3. BrightSide


      Sitting with you if you like? Im sorry things are so painful...

  8. Nights sucks.

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    2. Free2Fly


      Safe hugs :hug:If ok?

      I hear you nights do suck,  I've been awake most nights recently.

      Sitting with you if ok?

    3. Enigma87


      I feel you on that. So much is going on in the world right now it can be so overwhelming :( I’m sorry you are feeling lonely and scared.

      I’m still here, sitting with you. Thank you for sitting with me too ❤️

      Sending safe hugs and peaceful vibes :hug:

    4. BrightSide


      Sitting with you, I hope you get some rest. Sending calm and positive vibes. B

  9. Sleep hates me.

    1. Free2Fly


      Maybe try some sleep meditation see if that will help?

  10. @Romani Welcome to AS! Sorry about the circumstances that bring you here, but glad you came to this supportive community. Again, welcome!
  11. I just want to sleep. Few hours tops. I dont think I can bear this much more.

    1. MeBeMary


      Hoping some good, solid sleep comes your way.

      I know the added headache we go thru when sleep deprived. I wish that on no one.

      Hoping restful 😴 has even already found you? :hug:

    2. Capulet


      Sending you some hugs if okay, and some positivity!  Hope you got some rest. ❤️ 

  12. If I could just sleep through the night, I"d give all my Oreos to charity.

    1. Free2Fly


      Safe hugs if ok?

      I'm sorry you can't sleep I've been having the same issue it's left me pretty sleepy.

    2. taco_lover


      I'm sorry you're not sleeping right now. Safe hugs, if you want them? :hug:

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