On January 19th, over three years after my rape, I told my rapists mother what happened and how I got pregnant. Go figure my ex boyfriend never told her and she was completely shocked. He laughed in my face during visitation with my son so I went back by her house later that evening after he left and told her everything. I have been wondering every day since if I made the right decision in telling her. My exboyfriend/rapist and I have mediation for a proposed parenting plan on the 29th and I can't stand the idea of letting him have my son at all. I hate it. I should have taken legal action, but I was 16 and stupid. Now, I have no way to protect us.