Hi guys, I hope everyone's doing well.

I'm sad to say however that, this week was incredibly rough for me In so many ways...

Unfortunetly, a lot of problems gathered In just one week, and made me go Into an anxiety crisis today, a really bad one at that too...

But even with all of It, there's one specific problem that has really stressed and worried me for the past few weeks (i'll explain):

- After my ex broke up with me, I started talking to a guy my age online (not to date or anything, just talking and getting to know him) and also because I do have some really cool friends online. After a few weeks of talking we had a disagreement on something where his response was kind of explosive and didn't seem normal. My gut was telling me that there was something off about this guy so I told him we should just part ways (and I said this as politely as I could, explaining why and everything). He didn't agree with It but he said he would "respect my choice".

Ever since then, he's been messaging me constantly with huge, huge paragraphs of texts that I haven't even been able to read them all because, I'm not kidding It's more than 50+ messeges... At first I tried responding to some, but then I just couldn't keep up with It anymore. The first few texts were super apologetic (he was saying he was sorry for reacting that way, and his erratic behaviour was wrong, etc), but then If I didn't respond to his apologies, his texts would become more agressive towards me, where he would assign me the "blame" for parting ways, and that I was being cruel or mean or whatever by leaving him like that. Then he became even more agressive, trying to just bait me Into texting him back by saying I had Ill Intentions from the start, etc...things that If you read that about yourself, you'd want to "correct them", and say "ohhh noo, that's not what I wanted to do at all, I promise"...but I knew that he just wanted to "bait-me" Into responding him and giving him more attention...

This went on for two weeks or so before I decided I was gonna block him...even though he also tried guilt-tripping me by saying I was a horrible person If I did that. I didn't care and I didn't want to play his game, so, I blocked him this week and I tried NOT to read the messages because they were so full of hate...the last ones were incredibly concerning too (which I read by accident because In order to block someone, you still get to see a bit of the messages In the chat)....he was calling me a full blown narcissist (which Is like what?, just because I didn't want to be friends with you??), then he was cursing at me, saying the f word towards me, and a bunch of more stuff but I don't remember....It's like he'd gone Insane...or something broke Inside him, I don't know....but I cried that night at lot because I was really scared, and I had a friend with me supporting me while I cried...which was nice...

I blocked him everywhere, but he keeps making secondary accounts where he texts me a bunch of paraghraphs too (first apologizing, then attacking me)....I don't respond I just keep blocking the secondary accounts....but It's so, so draining....and I know he lives In a different country (thank god), but It's still super scary and stressful. I just wish he would leave me alone....

He has made tiktok accounts, xbox accounts, he has even messeged my friends...although they're aware of the situation and have blocked him too.

I just want It to end...I'm going through so much right now....I already got out of a relationship that was super toxic and depressing, to then have a stalker? I don't know. I don't want to feel like It's my fault, I just wanted to meet someone new, a friend...