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im dealing with it.

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starting next week i am going to therapy every thursday. i havent had a drink and gotten high in two weeks. but its been hard. one of the reasons i stopped getting high is because of my roommate even though i only take edibles, she says it makes her uncomfortable. by i cant sleep and my anxiety tics are back. my body spasms uncontrollably and my face twitches, like im blinking really hard. from an outside point of view i look like im tweaking out. in pictures my eyes look so sad. i barely went to classes this week. i havent done homework for my math class since beginning of February. im letting my grades suffer. im just tired of it all you know?  i want to relapse so bad but i dont want to let myself down. 

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I'm so sorry for the pain you are feeling right now. I'm short on words because I'm in a similar place but I think I'm coming through. I'm sitting with you and I believe in you. You're stronger than you think ❤️ 

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