I always thought what you were doing was love. The truth is you never said I love you to me. You would say things similar but you never uttered the words I love you. It was so hard to believe that now you are with River and telling them I love you all the time. I never got that. I got your sexual frustrations. I got your leftovers. I got the manipulative, narcissistic, cruel part of you. I got more affection out of River than you ever gave me. you screwed me over and treated me like crap.