Entry posted by teleah ·
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Everyone says not my fault she is gone but they do not have my mountain of evidence. Exhibit a, I let my mom gaslight that she was overemotional, flighty, not sick. Exhibit b, I believe I was entrusting her to a capable father, I assumed he had the capacity to help her, I let my fantasy that he was a Prince fool me into believing he could take care of her, which he did not, Exhibit c, I let my jealousy get in the way of seeing her pain, of seeing her traumas. Exhibit d, I believed when she told me she wasn't drinking that much, that she was eating because of my brokenness because it was easier than telling her dad, facing the fact she had a non pedophile dad. This mountain of evidence points to me, points to my negiliance causing her death at 32. Everyday I look at this evidence and it leads to harming and hating myself for the case against me.
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