To whom it may concern,
So, I know it's been quite a while but I just needed a place to talk about this because well...I haven't told my family I am bi sexual.
Now, my friends know but those are very limited...and I need somewhere I can let go and just talk about her.
She works across the parking lot of my work. I see her all the time. She comes in for energy drinks and she says a quick hi and maybe a few conversations here and there, nothing special. They were drinking at her work after close and invited me. I went to say bye and when I saw her....she was just so glad to see me and wanted me to stay. I got scared that I was actually interested in someone and that she seemed to like me too. So I didn't drink.
The next night though, I worked up the courage to bring her an energy drink and then stay after work to have a beer. We spent...all night together in that bar and i do mean all night because she had keys so when everyone left me and her just kept talking and laughing and talking about everything under the sun. I felt at peace talking to her. I felt like I had missed her when I had never really known her. It was probably the alcohol but talking to her all night, I told her so much and I wasn't afraid to. She made me feel safe.
I am going to work with her on Tuesday so wish me luck! I hope I don't screw it up...