So I ordered the records from the school district that I went to school in from the time I was 14 To 18. Took a half hour to fill out the forms, and cost me 25 bucks. All I got was my transcript from Seventh grade. Nothing about the school psychologist they made me see, Nothing about all the IQ And cognitive skills testing they gave me, nothing about the other 3years I was there, just a copy Of my report card from seventh grade.

I have to go to a different site To get a copy of my GED. Have to go to a different site To get the information From the what little college I took and all the testing they gave me there for the TBI induced dyslexia. All of which is going to cost money.

Still waiting to see if I'm going to get the marriage certificate. Is it worth trying to get the transcript From kindergarten to 7 grade in the state I grew up in? That will at least give me addresses But is it worth the frustration.

Just so frustrating To have to piece my childhood back together From little flashes of memory, A hand full of pictures, what little my brother is willing to tell me , which so far has been nothing.And Bits and pieces of paper that I have to buy In order to try to figure out what happened. 

 Even if I wanted to ask my mom I can't now, Because my brother is having her committed to a mental institution and has taken her phone. They think she has a brain tumor.

  And while it's  obvious  that I suffer multiple psychological  problems  due what happened when I was a child,  does it even count if I can't remember every incident clearly?

and it's too late to bin the whole thing,  To quote the vorlon

" the avalanche has already started It's too late for the pebbles to vote"

 yes I'm a nerd leave me alone lol.