So I spent several hours last night digging around looking for online classes for counseling.

Some Of them I found you can't take unless you already have a master's degree, which I do not have.

Some of them will start you at the beginning but you have to get all the way to a Masters or a PhD.

When I fell off that slide in first or second grade and damaged the language centers of my brain that's severely limited my options for higher education.

In my early twenties I started going to college and had to drop out because I simply could not meet the English or math requirements.

Now they gave me a bunch of testing, IQ cognitive skills so forth and so on, and found out that I have a form of dyslexia due to the TBI. They were willing pencil me in, I was unwilling to do that. If I didn't earn it it doesn't count.

Now between that and E 's voice in my head I think that accomplishing this is going to be very difficult. And yes that's dropping me into depression, and a little bit of self-loathing.

But the quote Hannibal," I will either find a way or make one"