I am starting to do the research on online schooling for counseling . 

Like I said before I am a master journeyman  in my trade, I'm a fairly decent carpenter ,  electrician, plumber, and there are very few machines I can not fix.

I have a good over view of world history, a excellent knowledge of WW2 and a decent understanding of art and philosophy . 

I have made, what I been told, are beautiful pieces of art from stone and metal. I don't think so but then I'm not very objective of what I do . 

I designed and built my wife a tiny house that she loves. 

I have read hundreds if not thousands of books over the past 4+ decades.

And yet there is a little voice in the back of mind that keeps saying "you're to stupid for this". "You're just going to fail why bother"I can almost but not quite hear my stepfather voice. That what I heard my whole childhood.

I know that's not true, I proven to myself that not true but I think this going to be very difficult to push though.