1. sorry if I am blogging to much. I not a real big sharer in the real world but this seems like here I just talking to myself. Which I do a lot .lol

2.After reading some of the stories here I cannot help but feel I got off light. I know that pretty standard but I am having a not quite human day. Which is kind of my default mode.

And 3. Yesterday when I talked to A he said that after the divorce was granted I cried for a week because I didn't go live with E.

I don't remember the time around the divorce. The whole time frame is missing. So I have no memories of it. But it doesn't feel wrong so I believe him. It's called trauma bonding. And is fairly common amongst long term abuse survivors.