I've been browsing this site. And it just brought something up that I kind of want to get off my chest. Has nothing to do with anything that happened with me as a child or anything else just something really makes me mad.

My wife is bipolar manic depressive and for years she refused to treat it.

This is a FU to all her so-called friends that would talk her out of taking her medication. They would tell her things like he's just trying to control you ,men just can't stand seeing women cry, and he doesn't want you to have any fun.

Fu. You not the one who's trying to hold her pinned in the passenger seat and hold the passenger door closed on a 6000 pound full size van doing 70 miles an hour down the freeway because she decided everybody would be better off without her and she's trying to jump out.

FU,You're not the one who had a loaded 38 pressed up against your forehead as you tried to talk her out of killing you killing herself and killing your children because the affair she was having with her boss ended badly and  she lost her job and we had to move out of the house we we're renting him. With no where to go.

FU, you're not the one that had to worry when she would get drunk and take the car and disappear for hours on end. Empty your bank accounts at the casino then come back and laugh in your face because what are we going to do now. You just don't make enough money.

FU, you're not the one that had to stand there getting beat on because she hates herself and she hates the world and you're the nearest Target.

So just FU.

She's dealing with her mental illness now and has been for the past 10 years but just going through all these memories that just really pissed me off