Something very stressful happened a few months ago. And usually when faced with a stressful situation, and with a bipolar wife in a mentally handicapped child there's a lot of them. I'm able to just turn all the emotion off and deal with the problem. This time I couldn't. I broke down completely. That's when I've decided that I need to remember what happened during my childhood.

I've only been doing this a couple of weeks rooting around in the muck trying to dig things out. And as I remember more I'm getting headaches. I never get headaches. And I've had a constant low-level headache for 2 weeks now. And I have a feeling is as I remember more the headaches are going to get worse.